It's completely okay if you don't like family or social gatherings, or hangout much, or do like to party a lot, or can't study whole night like your friend does, or read long books, or have a particular taste in music considered absurd by your peers.
Despite the fact that im a confident person and my fellows call me so too, I get awkward in huge gatherings or get togethers, highly cautious of how i walk how i talk how i look, uncomfortable with whole aura. And I came to know of this part of myself when i became a part of many. Instead, i enjoy one to one hangouts, being individually with someone and talk of love, life, or casual stuff.
I also am an overthinker. I knew it already, but this weak being very tough for me, it dawned on me with severe consequences. I've realized i need to work on it now and i am.
Reason behind writing this all is, to explain how we keep finding new features of our own personality. The thing is to keep looking out, for what makes you happy, what makes you agitated, what keeps you up and what keeps you down, what kind of people you love to be around and what kind makes you feel not good. Grooming is a subjective process, every one has his own pattern and way. Be in your comfort zone for that, no need to step out of it falling under peer pressure or fitting in. If a friend looks down upon you on your choices, taste, skills, level of knowledge you possess, he's not a very good friend. Don't listen to him and bloom in your own way.
I'm turning 20 in a month, and one of the schemes of self development I'd like to share that I've learnt especially in the past 3 years: you keep finding changes within you, learn new things about yourself, about your habits, priorities, stimuli of happiness, things that turn you off. They get unveiled on you today, don't let them go but ponder over and work on them. All of this, done with the sanest and purest mind, will give you highly beneficial results, trust me.
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