Being 144,000 Heaven Realm Being... & i first jumped back into my human body on Gods mission to help save more people, i asked God why couldn't we remain our orginal version (super loving) 1st return self; humans couldnt be that bad. God said you will see....God had to upgrade us so we would be able to deal with the evils of the earth (2nd return self). all while saving as many people as possible.... fast forward over twenty years later. I remembered looking down at earth and not wanting to come down here because it was way more darker than Heaven, i wanted to stay with my own Heaven Realm brothers & sisters, God offered me alot of money so i could come and do this job successfully, i declined because no amount of money is worth leaving Heaven Realm people. Heaven realm people always take care of their own anyway, they always make sure we are loved and very aboudant anyway.... this post is very correct.... if you are of Higher Vibration.... you must be around your own people. You can tell who they are by their thought process and actions. Pure Heaven Realm beings such as myself have a very different thought process than lower realm. So God had to upgrade us to be balanced. So since we have a very loving pure Feminine side heart, our Masculine side is cut throught. It balances out because of our pure heart, we destroy all forms of low Vibration. Your Good loving heart side must take over and control your kick ass Masculine side. Your Guard/Shadow Self/Masculine side listens to its heart, Feminine side, and makes calculated decisions with its head, Masculine side. & cuts out low Vibration in the process & brings Heaven on Earth like the Lords prayer says.