19 years clean and sober on this beautiful day speaking in those rooms tonight!!
Today is the day I walked into my first meeting not knowing where or how I would leave this crucial process of what many of us go thru, the drink which can not be just 1, it can be daily mid week or on weekends to party and the to other things later on if we don't catch it in time. I let it all go, 19 years ago I kicked the thoughts of having a bottle in my life.
I give the message to souls who still suffer, that it really works, if you are suffering I am here for you, if you need help reach out to me via DM, I now use the tools I was given to proceed no matter how hard life throws these curve balls at you in any walk of life we lead, I will say my 18 years was the hardest I ever managed, due to losing my faith in life, but I sumhow held on like the storm at pitch black in West Van on a sailboat in the middle of the Ocean on May in 2013, which I coulda been a gonnor, I coulda stayed at 21 years old but I grabbed myself & witnessed some things that cause due to the escapes and told myself to never touch that poison of alcohol ever again. Drop my ex bestfriend and quit babysitting from ppls habits and stay on your own path.
Honestly 2019, it was a 5050 for me last year for what most I thought in my head, a few temptations and I fought through it now I am still saved by the grace of Gods will, the 12 steps, and can say I am a survivor of that word that starts with an A rebuilding with my sponsor and staying grounded.
Thank you for listening, your gratitude, encouragement, and love to all those who still suffer.
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